this has a hollow, bleak beauty to it, its abstract and surreal, like three images put together. from reading the description u know whats its about and i can definitely see this in the imagery and idea with the tunnel, the colours. it does exactly what george describes, shows what the disturbing bleakness of dark numb thoughts are like. i like the soft dustyness of this and range of greys, browns and creams give it that 'old memory' look, as though it is an imaginary dream world were looking into.
george grie
title: The way out or Suicidal ideation
Please do not get me wrong; I’m not a suicidal person “per se”. This image is only an attempt to reflect somebody’s feelings. Nothing personal! Suicidal ideation is a frequent medical term for suicidal thoughts, which may be as complete as a formulated plan, without the suicidal act itself. Although most people who experience suicidal tendencies or ideation do not commit suicide, some go on to make suicide attempts. Severe suicidal ideation is a medical emergency requiring immediate treatment. Those who attempt to harm themselves are, as a group, quite different from those who actually die from suicide; females attempt suicide much more frequently than males do, but males are four times more likely to die from suicide. Therefore, females commit more parasuicides, at least as far as suicidal gestures and attempts are concerned.

Ideation is the process of forming and relating ideas. It is a concept utilized in the study of heuristic behavior, creativity, innovation, and design thinking and concept development. Suicide is seen by Buddhism as a useless act that will not provide a solution to suffering. By virtue of its belief in rebirth, Buddhism teaches that that suicide does not offer a everlasting release from life's problems but merely postpones them to be faced at a later time. Furthermore, the taking of any life (including one's own) is prohibited by the first of the Five Precepts. This means that suicide produces evil karma that will simply aggravate the difficulties rather than reduce them. Buddhism teaches that what it calls ‘a precious human rebirth’ is extremely difficult to reach, and that to cut it short is to waste an invaluable opportunity for spiritual development. It also deprives others of the benefits one might bring to them as a Bodhisattva, apart from the grief it brings to friends and relatives. 
George Grie,  November 2007